January 2011
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Most of this garbage I write, that these people seem to like, is about you, and...
– Atmosphere, Fuck You Lucy (via girlwithabird)
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empty suitcases and cups of tea
when i’m not doing homework, i’m reading, writing, thinking( about what to write or what to read) or listening to music or downloading music. or i dance or bitch and stress about my financial troubles and how hungry i am. but mostly i am changing eating patterns, and reading blogs & books or writing.
i don’t feel much, but unsatisfaction and i guess i am one of those people...
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ireadintothings:
Some people, right now in the world, are at a rough period in their lives. They wake up every day feeling like they are trying to breath in jello. And I am one of these people right now, so trust me when I say… even they have to deal with everyday issues like running into exes at grocery stores, having to confront some other people about broken promises, not having enough money...
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Anonymous asked: The words in your blog echo my own lately. Just wanted to let you know, you're not alone out there. We're all alone together, heh. Sucks, but, one day at a time, right? Keep dreaming and one day the fog will clear :)
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Vacancy
I’m trying to figure out when i became so reclusive towards you. For the majority of your time, all you did was love me. Me, being the selfish person that I am took you for granted, every single thing you did for me wasn’t enough to convince me that you needed me. You taught me things; like how to appreciate Hemingway, make wishes in fountains, and even how to like wine and hard liquor...
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just a thought
i can get lost in my head conteplating on moments where i should have had more to say, and those where i should have kept my mouth shut instead. i often wonder if anyone else thinks like me, if anyone else feels the things i feel. if they knew what goes on in my head, i don’t think they’d want to keep digging. perhaps i’d be labeled insane. i perhaps am.there’s a lot more...
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#36
many nights i stay up long enough waiting for one word from you. there’s always this never ending silence, and a girl with a heart half broken who thinks that tomorrow will be the day. tomorrow will be the day when you call her up and tell her how you feel. tomorrow, you will aplogize for not being with her when she needed you to stay…but it’s always this silence. my hand on my...
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today's playlist consists of:
1. comin’ home by city and colour
2. unwinding cable car by anberlin
3.only one in color by trapt
4. i ran away by coldplay
5. head over feet by alanis morissette
6. glittering blackness by explosions in the sky
7. holdin’ it down for the underground by adtr
8. it goes by atmosphere
9.the sound of settling by death cab for cutie
10. tautou by brand new
today is one of those...
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you never miss me when you're sober
i went crazy trying to find your hand in between mine tonight. and you ask, you ask ” why can’t you be here” and i hear a crack in your voice, a soft whisper and then the phone falls to the floor. the line disconnects and you try again on another late night of binge drinking. i smoked three stoges today and everytime i wished it was you sitting on the passenger seat ready to yell...
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It's either you're sane or you're not.
And most people are afraid of the truth so they go around pretending their lives are fine, when all they really want is for someone to talk to. Then things like depression and anorexia start being glamorized and become the latest trend. A full jar of sardines, and they stay in a pack wanting to fit in. I don’t understand it. Then the people who are clinically depressed and in and out of...
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Elapse
Its hard to find consistency when you’re on the move. Only fourteen dollars in your pocket, matches, a pen, and a broke-down vehicle stationed in a driveway. When I said it wasn’t the time I mean it, and at least I convinced myself that neglecting you and cutting the chord that connects me and the rest of the world would keep me sheltered.I guess it’s true what they say, we are our own worst...
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vos derniers mots
It doesn’t matter what happened anymore, the point is we’re strangers now. I should have seen it coming. I don’t mind wasting my time, I just don’t appreciate being lied to. Don’t act like all that happened was a big joke,and you’re sending everything running down the drain. It mean something to one of us.
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