December 2011
“I have been waiting all my life to be with you. My heart slams against my ribs...”
– Henry Rollins (via odetothemodernman)
November 2011
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my first finals are next week, and after that it’s just more finals and the semester is over, finally! for some reason this fall has been bullshit, stressful and overall annoying. the worst semester by far, even when my depression kicked in, college didn’t suck so bad. regardless, i have been weighing down my options as to where i am transferring this coming year, and now i’m...
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i light a cigarette and walk alone for almost ten minutes until i realize that my car is the only one in the lot left. somehow knowing i’m alone scares me, so i proceed to walk faster through the thickness of the fog that embraces the bay tonight. i walk almost as if i am afraid to be alone, as if someone will come and hurt me, rob me, as fearful as having someone watch me and know how many...
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Anonymous asked: 1. Do you agree with the thought that a woman belongs in the kitchen instead of a man? Why?2. Where do you think these beliefs came from?3. Do you cook?4. Have you ever felt pressured to know how to cook? Why?5.Where do you think this pressure stems?
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it’s disgusting when mothers see their daughter’s biggest accomplishment in life as getting married, having kids, or staying a virgin until married. what about college, or becoming president of a company? success should’t be determined through how well you follow gender and societal roles.
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That's it. I'm moving to the moon...
trochemoche:
selfish-desires:
of course, you’re taking me with you, right?
Yes ma’am. I’m currently building a two-passenger spaceship in my garage.
great! that’s fabulous, my dream will finally come true.
That's it. I'm moving to the moon...
of course, you’re taking me with you, right?
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i wish i could just wake up tomorrow and know exactly where my life is headed.
i know what i want, and i like to think that where i come from and what i have experienced has been the key motivating factors as to why i ever decided to stick through college.
it has been the best decision i have made, i have learned more about myself than i have ever before, they have been the worst and best...
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over empty bottle cans and half a bottle of captain morgan, i found myself with you. and you laid your head on my shoulder as if you wanted me to tell you that whatever felt wrong at that moment would eventually get better. i didn’t say a word, but as the night came and the clock ticked and we found ourselves surrounded by a house filled with many unfamiliar faces, snippets and blurs, and...
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he found himself falling into a a dark hole of uncertainty. the same way people fall into wishing wells, down and down, timeless, infinite and dark, and you can only await the crash at the bottom. he could not remember his name or the place he was from, or why he found himself tumbling down in such a mysterious and eerie place. all along, he grasped on to one memory to seclude himself from the...
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there's something about the holidays that i hate.
i love my family, i love food, i love the whole bonding time but the holidays give me this sad kinda feeling.
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forgot-forgotten:
No One’s Gonna Love You - Band...
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nauseous, and with migraines.
and four pages left to write for this paper which must be sent by midnight.
if it wasn’t worth 25 percent of my grade, i wouldn’t bother torturing myself with it.
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i am exhausted and upset. overall novemeber has been one gigantic blur which i cannot recall. today it was waking up with a headache, receiving a phone call declaring my good friend’s twin dead, and having to cancel and schedule new meetings. most of my days mondays through thursdays consist on kissing ass and making people want me. by that i mean, making them want me to work with them,...
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thesweetestdeerling asked: xoxo
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almost a decade later i still fear death, perhaps more than you do. i am afraid of waking up to find you not breathing, laying lifeless on the mattress and never coming back. the medication is getting stronger and your bones more brittle.
you’re starting to forget the names of people, and where you place things, and every day more and more i hold a stray of hope that you will never forget...
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maybe it’s just me but i like the whole butterflies in your stomach feeling. not that i have felt that anytime recently or anything… i haven’t even had time to go on a date in a while. it really is a nice and weird feeling when it happens though. don’t you think?
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making a list:
of shit that must be done this week as a reminder.
exam Tuesday ( will be missing a pre thanksgiving dinner due to a night exam)
breakfast with jorge on Wednesday.
finish art sketches.
essay on the role of women in Islam
essay on yoruba art and culture
beer pong party friday at the delta
best friend comes home for the holiday<3
turn in forms to sjsu/ request transcript.
breathe.
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when i tell anyone else about you, they shrug. they say i need to stop thinking about you, but i don’t think i can. i want to hold on to something, at least for once in my life. hold on to someone who i know i can see myself being with. hold on, and turn it into something worth experiencing. are you ready? i am coming for you. please wait for me to find you. just wait for me to find ...
definingmoments-:
Self-learning in between the...
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I knew you would wake up hating yourself for last nights drunken messages, dont worry baby, i have been there too.
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i cannot help but be jealous of all the people who have looked into your eyes before i have.
to feel jealous of all the women who had you before me,
who undressed you, touched, and had you before me.
to all who know your favorite color, the freckles on your skin, and the firmness of your hands on strangers bodies.
sometimes i even get afraid that maybe i won’t ever get to see you and i...
