September 2011
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i hated the lab class today.
fuck physics.
fuck taking sixteen units.
i’m already burning myself out.
August 2011
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i’m kind of hoping that i can start over with you. that you can be that person to teach me to love again. to love without borders and walls, without having my heart and mind conflict, and having my past ruin the moment. it’s a lot to expect from someone, i know. so if you can’t handle the pressure and you walk away because you realize that you and i can be a mistake, short of...
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it’s been an interesting four days. i had my last stoge on saturday, and to make sure i was not tempted i disposed the remaining four stoges in the trash, along with my lighters and matches. as a result, there goes my anxiety, my not being able to sleep because i’m stressing myself out with the work i already received on my first day back. i try to juggle things out, plan ahead as...
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can someone marry me already?
not that i want to, but i just like weddings and love, and having someone i can rely on that will love me unconditionally, because i think that’s what they make love to be.
on the other hand, maybe i should get a date or a boyfriend before jumping to this.
great idea.
i am no good at this.
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thinking about the fact that i am hungry reminds me of our conversation over the word fat and its usage and the fact that i hate that word, and you said i haven’t changed in that aspect. so i told you i was fat and you laughed, and then we both began to giggle. it is one of those things that only we would understand.
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night time by the xx
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i told you i kind of forgive you and i meant it. i told you i tried to get rid of the last thing still connecting my past to yours and i meant it. i said my love is not attainable and then i rambled about the fact that i miss you and deeply need to talk to you, to tell you everything that has occurred since day one. the line cut off and there was silence, there was nothing, not even enough words...
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she met a boy that will never be hers. he drinks coffee, and he can dance. he wears tattoos up and down his arms and isn’t shy to sing to her if she asked. he prefers beer over hard liquor and she’s okay with that, as long as he can drink with her and have philosophical conversations about western religions and love. she liked his cut throat attitude and the way he does not sag and...
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Happy bday to me.
had a blast at the bar last night/ dinner. Celebrating today. Feeling blessed.
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aprecia y ama tu cultura
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telling a girl that she must learn to cook and...
it’s sad to see moms participate in such thing, is marriage the best and only thing out there for a woman, then what about our education?
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there was nothing better than the sleepless nights;staying awake hours talking about life, our fears, and our aspirations. nights filled with love, with the certainty of you and i stuck in a moment in time together. rolling off the bed and running outside to laying on the grass outdoors and stare up at the sky. the universe so big and never ending above us. we were just a little speck of dust...
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i love you there, here, and wherever you may find...
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i’m looking forward to my last year at this college. i’m thrilled that class is just around the corner and soon i will be stuffing my face with piles of shit to do. studying, running the club, and lots of stress. doesn’t sound fun huh? i love to learn and being away in school helps me keep my mind off many other things. can next week come any sooner?
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It sucks, but I completely understand if I'm not...
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love through her by the weeknd.
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lessons
the crack in your voice.
the fingers slipped and trickled away until i could only feel the air.
the separation between you and i.
you said goodbye.
i said wait.
i said i’m sorry and meant it.
and you said i’m sorry too.
and when i finally was able to try
you were already gone.
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“Many women are reluctant to advocate feminism because they are uncertain about...”
– bell hooks, on reasons why some women do not identify as feminists.
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ifeltsorryforsmokey asked: I've had my blog since last fall and this is still my favorite blog :)
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pet peeve
one of the things i hate the most is when people try to school me on my culture. when people talk about my ethnic background as if they know what it is like to walk in those shoes. when they make assumptions about your culture and throw them as facts to generalize and make your culture/ ethnicity seem less than there’s. when they discriminate against the people you resemble and then claim to...
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from-the-westside-with-love:
Atmosphere -In Her...
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Anonymous asked: why do you always seem so depressed?
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i'm back in the bay area.
i missed home so much. it was a nice time away from cali though.
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if there is a skill i have mastered it would be the art of running away. i am pro at leaving people, fearing not being good enough for anyone. perhaps this is all based upon the fact that i don’t feel good enough for myself. i’m constantly battling with my own persona, trying to satisfy my needs because i want to be ready, i don’t want to enter another half ass relationship with...
